Try sleeping with a broken heart

" Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart? well, you could try sleeping in my bed... "

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart Lyrics

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me

Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I’d fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I’ll always be in love with you
Right til the end

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could have told you right from the start
It’s bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don’t hold on too tight
I’ll make it without you tonight

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

The song fully describes my feeling...

I know I can do nothing with it,
even I cry so hard, no one can hear and people are actually happier than ever.
So, why am I wasting my time thinking about these?
When I tell you I forgive you, please don’t trust me, I hate you, I really hate you so much.
I know I need to move on, I appreciate for this "incident", and it really makes me grow.

You have your sweet moments; I have my single life back.
Enjoy your sex games, while I’m enjoying my single life!

The End. No More.

Steve JObs

I want to be like himmmm <3

:)

"I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I'm going to smile."

A special birthday party!

Racheal brought us to her cousin birthday party.
A great birthday party.

//Mr. Pinata - A special handmade doll, stuffed with candies or toys.

The Family!

Friends and Family

Me & Mr. Pinata

Mr. Pinata

Kids hit the Mr. Pinata with a stick and try get sweets inside (:

Awesome birthday party experience, with nice food, nice cake, nice family, nice kids and everything! (:

Weekend

Spending the weekend at Shopping mall, orchard and Vivo City.
After had a quick lunch with my sister, I was thinking how to spend the other time rather than staying at home and sleep for the whole day.. so, I went to Coffee Bean

Order a salad and a cup of caremel coffee

Vivo City, The skinny snow man

The night, Chatting with my bg-08 darlings~

Pleasant Saturday~ (:

Tired

Training is tired and stressful, yet, it is a happy journey in learning.
Everything are pausing these 2 day..
I stop reading, I stop update my chart, I stop reading my daily affirmation notes..
Tired! I am having that kind of 9am - 6pm life....
Anyway! Everything will get better very soonnn!!

I need some motivation talk! I am really exciting that I am able to attend the preview in Singapore tomorrow! Yay!! I can meet with traders from Malaysia and Singapore as well!

Life still need to move on! Go Erin!
Read your book, read your daily affirmation notes, believe, change and attitude!

I love my daddy mummy!
I love my sisters!
I love my bg-08 housemate [Jaslene, Maggie, Ke Ting] u guys are my best mate ever!
I love my Winny!
I love my friends!
and I love my baby!

Take care!

I Love Malaysia

The sixth day in Singapore.
Was in Starbucks, finally got a stable internet connection... BUT, I didn't order any drinks from starbucks =p
We had been searching around for houses in these days... and finally, we found a house at pasir ris, 4+1, SGD2550. Expensive? No... That's the cheapest we can find.. ><
Signing contract tomorrow, hope the agent won't ffk. LOL!

I miss my parents,
I miss my darling,
I miss my friends,
I miss all of them..
I wanna hug everyone of them... ><

There will be more hardship to undergo, training will be start on 12 August, exam and many more..

Anyway, I am here to learn!! I can do it!
GO ERIN! GO FORWARD!

Build Confidence and Destroy Fear

"The magic of thinking big"

1. Action cures fear. Isolate your fear and then take constructive action
2. Make a supreme effort to put only positive thoughts in your memory bank. Simply refuse to recall unpleasant events or situations.
3. Put people in proper perspective. Remember, people are more alike, much more alike, thank they are different. Get a balanced view of the other fellow. He is just another human being. Develop an understanding attitude. Many people will bark, but it's a rare one who bites.
4. Practice doing what your conscience tells you is right. This prevent a poisonous guilt complex from developing. Doing what's right is a very practical rule for success
5. Make everything about you say, "I am confident, really confident." Practice these little techniques in your day to day activities:
   

- Be a front seater
- Make eye contact
- Walk 25 percent faster
- Speak up
- Smile big :))

Uncle Seng Restaurant

I went to a restaurant located at Subang Jaya, name Uncle Seng.
They selling own made noodles, taste good! :)

Uncle Seng Restaurant
68, Jalan SS 15/48, Subang Jaya
Tel - 012-2546482

Business hour
10am - 9pm (Tues, Thurs, Friday)
10am - 4pm (Wed)
8:30am - 4pm (Sat & Sun)
Close on every Monday

Saving all my love for you

Dedicate to baby

A few stolen moments is all that we share
You've got your family, and they need you there
Though I've tried to resist, being last on your list
But no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you

It's not very easy, living all alone
My friends try and tell me, find a man of my own
But each time I try, I just break down and cry
Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you

You used to tell me we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said be patient, just wait a little longer
But that's just an old fantasy

I've got to get ready, just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling when you walk through that door
Cause tonight is the night, for a feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love
Yes I'm saving all my love for you

No other woman, is gonna love you more
Cause tonight is the night, that I'm feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yeah I'm saving all my lovin
Yes I'm saving all my love for you
For you, for you

Jealousy..
Should I be happy when you are jealous?
sometime it makes me headache.. lol
I don't know are you really "care" or just jealous in a "formal" way.
But I trust you, I trust you love me.

No girls/lady/women will be happy or agree when their man go out with other female friends,
You don't need to tell/inform them, they will just nod their head, :) at you when you tell them you are meeting up with other girls. Even they have 1000000000/infinite NO saying in their heart... This is because they love you, they know you are working, they know you need freedom, they know you need your own life. They can't control you, or tie you up.

Relationship is about loyal, trust, support.
I trust you. I believe everything you tell me.
I am loyal to you. Even I hang out with guys, but we are just normal friends, I always mention you to them.
I will always support you. Not in term of money, but I will be with you whenever you are tired, you need someone to talk to, you need some way to release your stress.

I am sorry for always complainig, (sometime I don't even know I'm complaining.. )
I am sorry for giving you troubles, (please do tell me when you don't like anything...)

Thank God for letting me meet you in my life,
Thank you for loving me,
Thank you for care about me,
Thank you for whatever you had done to me.
I love you.

Will you wait for me?

hmm...

They Called!!!!

Yay!!!
Finally they called!! I gonna miss u all!

DARLING! Daddy, mummy, little Nelly and all my friends!
I gonna miss u all so damn muchhhh!!!
I will lock everyone of u inside my heart, throw away the key, so no one can take u all away from me! XD

I found my smile today~!

Jas, MaggiE, Ke Ting and Winny!! love~

Sad

I am looking around for my smile.
I can't find it..

Saturday

It's a happy Saturday!

Sis is going to sit for an Exam at Melaka next week, she not so sure about the location, so, we went down to Melaka look up for that place and go for dinner.

Daddy was in a good mood today! =)
Mummy not nagging... =p
Sis not showing off...... shhhhh ><
Nelly not crying..
Erin still keeping quiet =X
unfortunately, er jie's not here... T.T

We went to the Arab restaurant near by MMU,
we ordered Mandi Lahab and Grill Chicken+Meat,
a big pot of tea and laban.
We like the foods!
I wanted to take photo of those foods... but my phone rosak... ==||

I hope the happy moment is repeating everyday, then I will feel hung fuk everyday! XD
Ngo xiong yat yat dou gan hang fuk! YAY!

Marshmallow

I am currently unemployed, stay at home, eat, trade, sleep.. =|
but I am also doing laundry, prepare lunch, taking care of Nelly and etc,
it's a typical housewife life... =s

One day in the afternoon, after I done my works, I watched some clips on YouTube and I found something interesting. It's about Marshmallow!!
I like Marshmallow!!

Do you know marshmallow can be used in making cheese cake?
and also used to make milk candy in 2 minutes?

Here are the clips that I found in YouTube =)

Cheese Cake Recipe

Milk Candy Recipe

The markenburg marshmallow I found in Jusco!

They provide some recipe at the back of the package

Try it! =)

I want to try the toasted marshmallows that Adrian told me on fb.

*Wikipedia -
According to individual preference, the marshmallows are heated to various degrees — from gently toasted to a charred outer layer. The toasted marshmallow can either be eaten whole or the outer layer can be consumed separately and the rest of the marshmallow toasted again

It sounds good, but i never try before... >< I must try it next time when there is a BBQ party.

Sick

Yay! I am sick.. ><
someone told me, if you are sick, mean you are smart, so, I am SMART! :p

Nothing much happend today, can't play with Nelly coz I'm sick.. so I just walking around at home, facing my dear lappy.

About afternoon, Daddy's friend, Michael came to Tampin.
*Promote* He is a computer genius, 30++, young and smart, single and available!! LOL!

Since he's here today, so I asked him to install "some" software, do "some" setting on my lappy.
My laptop is great now! YAY!
Thanks Michael! I promise I will treat you a meal when I start work and got my first wages! hehe!

God Bless Everyone.

Winny!

Winny is my best friend!
Whenever I am =) =( T.T +.+ =O =/ @@ ...
I will look for her.

We were hanging out yesterday and had our dinner at Pizza Hut, Tampin.
"I" talk everything while waiting the food to be served.

We order a set meal for 2 person

They provide a bell on every table

Tabasco!

Ta da! Finish!!

Best friend Winny

Do we look alike??

Thank you Winny for being such a nice and caring friend/sister for me,
you always listen to me patiently and comfort me whenever I am in bad mood,
giving me opinion all the time, and let me "teh" all the time.... so on and so on~~

Sometime I may forgot to say thank you, please, you're welcome or ......
But you are always extremely important in my life.
Thank You, Winny!

*Ah Yun arrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~~~ :P

Melaka Eating Trip

4 July, Sunday. Angus and Ah Kam suddenly decided come to Melaka visit me and Dylan. They wanna keep eating till vomit.. :p

First we go to Melaka famous pork satay. Their pork satay and otak damnnnn nice!!
*Valentine forgot to send me the pictures... ><

From left to right - Dylan, Angus, Ah kam

Jonker Bing Tang Hu Lu

Some hand made craft

Nice?

Sek San with Ah Kam

We also yam cha at 13 states cafe, they selling 13 states of coffee.

Recommended by many magazines

I like peppermint tea

Dylan & Ah Kam

Chatting

Johor Coffee

On the way to next place , we "kidnap" ah Kam to drink the famous bitter tea in Melaka Raya. LOL!

Cheers!

Melaka famous Kerang

Recommended by Ho chiak - 8tv

Many customers (Special long table and chair)

Kerang aka (Xi Ham)

yao yu ong choi

Mix Tau fu, fish ball and some biscuit thingy

Finish!

Angus - No photo! My agent will scold meeeee!!

Dylan and chun wei go to Kl with Angus and Ah Kam, and I have to go back Tampin.. T.T
We go again next time okie!? hehehe

Chun weiiiii!!!!

All of us have a very nice eating trip! (=

突然想起他

I used to have a very dear friends.

He is kind, friendly, sweet, caring, and etc etc etc.
He helps me in many things, he teach me English, pamper me a lot,
He always tells me about his dreams too.
That time, he sent me 'thousand' of karangan sms.. =="
I remember his morning sms...
Every morning, when I open my eyes, i get to read the sms, warm and sweet,

This is one of my favourite sms -
I sent an angel to look over you at the night. The angel came back a minute later. I asked why it had returned, and it told me.
"Angels don't watch other angels" (=

He had done so much for me...
I am happy when I am together with him, but a little stress..
I just can't get the right feeling - I mean falling in love with him..
It is more to brother sister relationship.

I love people, I don't want to lost any friends, I learn many things from different friend.
but whenever i feel sorry, problems occurred..

Now, I had lost him, a very dear friend and a very good English teacher..

I learned a lesson.
Loser are good to everyone.
It's time for me to be a winner...... +.+

I am Sorry

MKJE

Whenever and Wherever we are together we're home
Maggie, Ke Ting, Jaslene, Erin

2nd July 2010, I went down to Melaka, and had a little gathering with Jaslene and Ke Ting only, coz Maggie still enjoying her holiday in China. We went to the Garden Recipe in New Jusco.
We like the environment there, comfortable and romantic.

Ke Ting and Erin

Jaslene and Erin

Jas and I were trying to propose to our dear Ke Ting..

Unfortunately, Ke Ting only choose bao gege... T.T

Anyway, we are having fun and we really miss the good old days in EP Bg-08. Hope we can have another gathering very soon! Maybe we go to dreambox??

I miss u girls!

I wish you girls have fantastic studying journey in MMU
and

Friendship Forever!