寶貝，我去上班了

親愛的，我要去上班咯！
發了封簡訊跟你說，然後你回了- 愛你！其實還想跟你聊更多，但是你應該生病還沒有好，還是不打擾你了，讓你好好休息，能對你好的通通我都要忍忍忍。

今天上班會看見 N21 的一個朋友，他很喜歡跟我聊安麗，但是他不懂怎麼做，但是人家有上線的，還是不要 cross line 好了，但是一直在聽你的錄音，學習學習，培養 show plan 的自信。

寶貝你好棒，不管什麼事到你手上都會變的很簡單。

*到了倫敦才完成要這篇，忘了一大段了啦。。。

等待

有時候握著手機一秒都不想放開是因為要等待寶貝的訊息。大半天過去了，到了晚上，寶貝才有幾分鐘的時間跟我聊聊，幾封訊息，我就會覺得心滿意足，手機是我唯一聯絡寶貝的方法，所以我一定不會讓手機沒電。我抱著手機就像有你在身旁，少了手機會莫名的失落害怕。

等寶貝的訊息一整天，不知道寶貝一整天在做什麼，跟什麼人在一起，這種感覺其實很難過，晚上你終於得空跟我聊的時候又不想給你壓力，只好淺淺的聊幾句。

不知道，這樣感情會不會變淡？我只想一直讓自己進步，做個寶貝喜歡的女人。跟了寶貝在一起的時間，曾經有偷偷想過是否會為人妻，媽媽，其實是怕怕的，但是寶貝你是第一個讓我會這樣想的人噢！愛你

親愛的，我想對你說：

獵人寶貝，想跟你說聲對不起，我知道你是一個怕被別人煩及糾纏的人。我知道身為你的女朋友應該要更加成熟懂事，理解你，但是我的生活就是離不開情情愛愛，我愛你，就想整天跟你膩在一起，我會盡量忍住不吵你，不煩你的，寶貝，我好愛你噢！

不管每天生活遇到什麼小事都想每分鐘跟你報告，問問你的意見，總是覺得你的決定是最棒的，你就像是我的全世界，寶貝，我覺得你很完美，但是當你不照顧自己身體健康的時候我會有點生氣，勸服不了你我又會很懊惱然後抱怨你。。。矛盾。。

跟你在一起真的學習了好多新東西，新知識，謝謝寶貝！

我記得今天跟你通電話，跟你說我去求籤，改名字，被你＂說＂了一頓。。但是也祇是因為在乎你，所以才會花錢改名字的，況且，我也很喜歡新的名字，我叫林欣恩。
那個師傅還說：我吃軟不吃硬，脾氣不好，做事不會堅持，不知道說到姻緣的時候就說我會有兩個老公。。。嚇死我了，說到你的時候說你會有兩個老婆，如果要跟你在一起我要忍耐。。。寶貝，好可怕噢！！！我不要我不要，而且那個老師傅感覺很誠懇的。

寶貝，我會好好珍惜你的，你不要娶兩個好不好，我要好好的＂進化＂我自己，讓自己變得更好的！^_^

盡量不要每件小事都跟你說，我只好跟部落格說咯！這樣我也會覺得比較好過。愛你寶貝，祝你晚安。

林欣恩

Childhood snacks

I'm a junk food person.
I love eating junk food but I'm trying very hard to take care of my health recently due to my business! Hehe

I went back to Malaysia home last week. Mum told me sis had bough 10 packages of this biscuits... Hohoho! It used to be our favourite snacks when we were kids!

A small packages with two sticks keropok jagung inside. We tried to open our mouth big to bite it and the powder will stain our lips. Stick out our little tongue and lick around the lips. Such a nice memorise~ :p

As time goes by, the biscuit still RM0.10 per package. But, the size are so much smaller than before. I can finish one whole stick with one bite.. Orz..

But it reminds me the beautiful memories. Thank you sis!

Back to Singapore!

Me on the way back to Singapore!
Great journey back to Malaysia.
Good food!
Bio c demo!
Shoe nicely done by daddy! Huggies!

Found my old blog

Wow! It's still here! (:

Try sleeping with a broken heart

" Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart? well, you could try sleeping in my bed... "

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart Lyrics

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me

Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I’d fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I’ll always be in love with you
Right til the end

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could have told you right from the start
It’s bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don’t hold on too tight
I’ll make it without you tonight

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

The song fully describes my feeling...

I know I can do nothing with it,
even I cry so hard, no one can hear and people are actually happier than ever.
So, why am I wasting my time thinking about these?
When I tell you I forgive you, please don’t trust me, I hate you, I really hate you so much.
I know I need to move on, I appreciate for this "incident", and it really makes me grow.

You have your sweet moments; I have my single life back.
Enjoy your sex games, while I’m enjoying my single life!

The End. No More.